Someone once told me that:

"I control my own fate,
I decide my own destiny,
I write my own story.
And that I live my own life"

Ever since then, I have lived that way.
the words support my life.
but i wonder that sometimes,
is it better if i let hands of fate rule me?
then i would not have to make choices
that i fear i'll regret later...

then the someone also said this:

"Love brings unsurmountable happiness and sweetest to life.
And it also brings unbearable pain and sorrows.
If i am not ready to brave the storms,
i'll never be able to see the rainbow that come after."

is this also true? i suppose it is.
but i rather thought it applied more to life
than it is to love. Should i one day face sufferings
and died, is heaven my rainbow then?